by Shabrina A. Rasyiq



(via asdfghjkllove)

If Ted got Lily & Marshall, then I got them. I don’t even mind being the Ted for them. *Well, I just hope that I don’t have to take a long time to find The Father like Ted does* We’re all the misfit in our own group and somehow the time has let our path crossed and found company in each other. I won’t say our friendship will last forever because there’s no such thing as forever. But I’ll say, I’ll give my best effort to keep in touch with them, to be there if they need me, to have each other back and to cherish every moment we had shared. Our path may go to different direction now, but I know they will always be close to my heart, no matter what.

“I don’t know how. I don’t know when. But I know something starting right now. Watch and you’ll see. Someday I’ll be the part of your world.”

—   Ariel - The Little Mermaid (1989)

“It was only a mare. And it had passed. Nothing can haunt you now.”

Lesson of life

I feel like a massive ball of misery.

“I don’t know that you can feel a numbness. I suppose numb is a situation when you can’t feel anything. But the strange thing is you can feel numb. Like right now. I think my heart has gone numb. Because I don’t know what to feel anymore. I should be angry. But angry at whom? I could feel sad and cry. But crying doesn’t solve the problem. I felt helpless before but now I don’t even know what I’m feeling.”

Huahahahaha…. This!


I gave up my balloon to the right people. I didn’t know if I was glad or not. But I knew it was the rightest thing to do. And may be that should be enough. Just to know I was doing something right.

I just wish I can catch the right balloon soon.

About Changing

You can’t change someone for who they are. People change, yes. But that’s only a little part of them. Deep inside there’s always certain character that define them as a person. Those thing are what made them special. Like a constant variable that always there. Don’t try to change that. Try to accept that, try to understand that. 

If you can’t accept that then just simply leave them alone. Don’t hate them for being themselves. Because it’s selfish of you. You want to stay true to yourself but you don’t let others to do the same. It’s vice versa. If the other can’t accept you for who you are, then leave them. Believe me there’s always a place in this world to let you be your self. You just have to find it. 

And if you wanna change, make sure it’s really coming from you. Make sure you change for a good reason, not just because somebody wants you to change. It should be you who want to change. Because it is your life. It is you who do the living, not them.