I feel like a massive ball of misery.
I gave up my balloon to the right people. I didn’t know if I was glad or not. But I knew it was the rightest thing to do. And may be that should be enough. Just to know I was doing something right.
I just wish I can catch the right balloon soon.
You can’t change someone for who they are. People change, yes. But that’s only a little part of them. Deep inside there’s always certain character that define them as a person. Those thing are what made them special. Like a constant variable that always there. Don’t try to change that. Try to accept that, try to understand that.
If you can’t accept that then just simply leave them alone. Don’t hate them for being themselves. Because it’s selfish of you. You want to stay true to yourself but you don’t let others to do the same. It’s vice versa. If the other can’t accept you for who you are, then leave them. Believe me there’s always a place in this world to let you be your self. You just have to find it.
And if you wanna change, make sure it’s really coming from you. Make sure you change for a good reason, not just because somebody wants you to change. It should be you who want to change. Because it is your life. It is you who do the living, not them.